Archive for April, 2007

nonsensical ramble

Thursday, April 26th, 2007

just a spur of the moment thing.

We, the supposed generations of the civilized and better learned descendants than that of our forefathers. And yet, there are times when what are supposed to be, be not necessarily what reality displayeth in front of our mortal sights and senses. Worst, we too, are at times, no more infallible than those whose erroneous actions/non-actions we abhorred.

Paranoia, ignorance, and un/intentional (and/or systematic) blinding of one’s conscience, whether wrought by circumstances/systems, or by one’s self are, inherently nothing new. ‘xcept just (perchance) an endless vicious cycle from time immemorial.

What say us, when we breathe the same air, day in and day out, ’til our end cometh… There, and there are us, you and I, at times conscious, other times blinded, …cloaked behind the masks of status, power, vanity, and ego.

What say us, of us, adorn in uniforms and suits, thus so called the keepers and upholders of law, and yet when truth be told, us are nothing more than fragile beings hiding and clinging on superficialities… at times, mere abusers, savoring and frolicking in the misery of others. Are we, really, better not than packs of beasts…? Or, are we not, at times, of equal footing to oppressors?

Who wonders…? Beats me…. Me read once that T’sao T’sao (155-220 AD) of the Three Kingdoms (184-263 AD) would execute a thousand innocent men just to catch a traitor. Me read somewhere, too, that for the sake of a nation, the lives and rights of some, must at times, be sacrificed. Wonder thus the childlike part in me, what to make of this world…

Then, someone said this once… "To right a wrong, seek those with compassionate ears, then, a united voice. When loud enough, the voice will be heard. Shake enough cages, one would surely rattle. Forceful enough, one would surely crumble. To fight, first, one fights one’s inner devil; then one takes a step at a time, forward." Yet, me perceive the words of wisdom to be applicable for both good and bad.

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Thursday, April 19th, 2007

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Harry Tjan Silalahi

Thursday, April 19th, 2007

       Yesterday, at the Rotary Club Jakarta Metropolitan’s luncheon meeting, we had a guest speaker, Mr. Harry Tjan Silalahi. Harry_tjan_silalahi

       Honestly, I don’t know anything about this guy… That’s why when Priscilla and Edison told me that Harin, who is also a member of RCMJ, is the daughter of this public figure, I was totally unfazed. So what getu loh…

       After listening to him spoke a little about Indonesian economics, I am really privileged to meet this 77 years old man.

       Nearly every time I participated in a RCMJ’s meeting and event, there was always the feeling of humility. God knows why… ^_^

       But, I am really pleased to feel this sense of humility repeatedly. It makes me feel very much like an ordinary human being.

       If u are interested to learn more about Mr. Harry Tjan Silalahi, please check out:

Cheers,

Andrias (April 20, 2007; 5:14AM)

and it all comes down to this

Thursday, April 12th, 2007

      I wonder why I allow myself to do or say stupid things once in a while. I mean, real stupid stuffs that common sense should have deterred me away from…

      …moth attracted by heat of flame

      …crisp burnt, floating carcass soon to rest